It sucks!! :((

That feeling you get when you know it's not the same anymore. It sucks!! It's killing me softly. To be honest, I'm in the middle of nowhere right now, over and over again. I used to feel this feeling last year, when we broke up. And I just can't imagine that I'm feeling this again. Next month will be our 3rd anniversary. It's an amazing thing for me. Imagine, we went thru ups and downs together, yet we still remain standing. We already shared million memories, and no one can ever replace those luminous memories. I want to fight for this relationship, not just because of those memories, but because I know, he's really the one for me, EVER SINCE!!. But what's happening right now? Sometimes, I feel like quitting, giving up. I don't want to be vulnerable. I want to make this relationship work until the end. I love him, I still love him and I will always will. Though sometimes, I'm beginning to doubt with the love I have for him. I miss him, I miss us. I miss the things that we used to do. Those sweet moments, unending chit-chats, those warm hugs and kisses. We're together almost everyday. But now? We already don't have time for each other. Specially him. But I need to understand his situation. He's working right now, he's the guardian of his siblings. Yeah, I can take that. I understand that, but I also have limitations. I really wanna be with him. I want to be happy. He's becoming effortless. Yes, he needs me. But I also need him. Right now, we're not communicating. I'm waiting for him to text me first. I want this to be alright. I value our relationship so much. I want to talk to him personally and settle things between us. I'm hurt, and I know he feels the same way. But despite of this, I'm thinking positively that we can conquer this predicament. In God's will. :((